Saturday, October 23, 2010
junwei came back today and yuzhen kenneth jw and i hung out till wee hrs into the night.haha, ok lah. only up to 12plus maybe? cause i got to rush homeeeee. im such a spoiler sometimes. HAHA but we enjoyed it! chillaxing at mings' bar and rochor tauhuay . we like. and tmr's angela's 21st! im just mega excited now.
but then now, we are all starting to talk about exchange already ): it's getting closer to the day i leave, provided that my application package is approved. it'd be probably another 2 mths before i leave for 5 months & i'm suddenly SOOOO scared.
i was so excited before that. thinking about the travelling, about all the shopping, about living in an apartment w friends. but then now, i sudd dread leaving. i'm afraid of leaving my family here, i think i will cry everyday. i will miss my friends, a lot a lot x100000000000. i will miss my exchange friends, whom i wont see for 8 mths?!?!?!? i will miss the safety in singapore cause people keep telling me it's scary in amsterdam. i dont want to smoke weed (seriously, and i know u will say, "dont smoke lah?!?!?!" but sometimes u know it isnt easy) but i wont okay!! haha
and yes basically there are so many terrorist threats, such that we think we are gonna perish there (idk why i dont want to use the word 'die', it's just very displeasing to the eye)
won't you keep my secret for me? 23.10.10
