Thursday, June 10, 2010
i'm going to rebond my hair, soon! & guess what my friend said?
'i think your hair is gonna be pretty this time round'. what is 'this time round'. very ugly meh. i'm gonna cut it, so that it would be around my shoulder? long hair is troublesome.
but anyways, i've been having nightmares about my job. yes, seriously. in my dreams, i can see the questions. and i'm actually clicking and doing data entry in my dreams. i cant stand it, i really cant. seeing those stupid things, make me feel like a moron. i feel like i'm a workaholic, even working in my dreams.
'what is your ethnic group'
'date of birth'
everything, everything!!!!! :( i feel like an entrapped animal whos doing cheap labour. actually it's quite cheap labour yknow!! i work approx 12 hrs a day and only earn 80bucks. (& that's IF i hit quota, if i dont dream on). so seriously, i'm worse than an intern. there was this once when i gave my 'namecard' to a household with a bangla, and they saw the time : 1000-0000, yknow what he said to me?!?!
'what? you're on duty till 12am?' and i said, "yes." and he gave me the 'you are mega awesome' look. it was meant to be a compliment but why do i feel like crapppppp. AIYO.
i'm not complaining, i'm really not. i'm just ranting. otherwise life wld be miserable.
sometimes, i feel like we are ignoring the problems & going on like normal.
won't you keep my secret for me? 10.6.10
