Monday, March 15, 2010
my yeye is 86 years old this year! and still young at heart, cute TO THE MAX. he has this twist twist sign that he likes to do so much and i love him to bits. i just wish i could talk in completely fluent cantonese to tell that to him everyday so that he knows that we're always loving him and that we will always want him here. he's so awesome. i remember that once during kindergarden, i started running back home and i fell and scrape my knee against the drain. and you know what kids do right. they fall, they just cry. that's all that they're good at doing. so i fell down and i cried like some crap baby.
and you know what yeye did! he just carried me the way the bridesgroom carries his wife. he was still very strong then, despite being 70. and in the past, i would agitate my grandmother so much she wld throw the cane at me everytime! but everytime, i will just run around the place so that the cane wouldnt hit me. but once my grandfather comes home from the market, i'm as good as dead. he would pick the cane up & run around the house to cane me. AWESOME RIGHT MY GRANDFATHER. so old alr still can run after me and CATCH me.
i love my grandfather so much it hurts just thinking of how he once hit his toe so much it bled. it hurts when i see him getting so worried about my father when hes overseas. it hurts to see him worry whenever i (or anyone in the family) get sick. there was once, i fell sick during the H1N1 period. no one took care of me cause no one was at home. my grandfather just sat by my bedside to change my towel every 30mins. fed me my medicine and took my temperature.
how much he cares.
how much i love.
happy 86th my lovely grandpa.

anyways during elective today the teacher showed us yet another disgusting and traumatising video. hes always showing us, weird stuff. we were all quite 'eeeyer' after the video. he showed us of an old couple (LIKE REALLY OLD. LIKE 70 OVER YEARS OLD?) making love. and they actually showed us the woman's saggy boobs youknow!! and and and, they showed us their reactions (you know those er xin noises?) SO DISTURBING LAH.
last week he showed us a video on a young girl doing some dirty dancing. and the second week he showed us of this show with lesbians kissing each other like crazy. i mean lesbians are okay lah but they dont just suddenly kiss each other while they are talking right? AIYO so disturbing so disturbing all the videos so disturbing.
i feel disturbed i shld just go shower
won't you keep my secret for me? 15.3.10