Thursday, September 24, 2009
i hate to say this. but i'm
not coping. i cant cope actually. idk when ive started becoming like this. so haphazard about everything, when i know, clearly, that this is not the way i'm supposed to deal with things. and recess week wld not be a recess week. i need a recess month instead. with so many projs due (5 in fact), how am i gonna take this time to buck up on my other stuff? dont even need to think about resting okay? recess week=rest & study. but it isnt. it's = never ever rest, but study study study. how can i ever ,
EVER, deal with this.
i feel so
damn dumb idk how to talk to people about it cause they wld just tell me to- work harder, put in more effort. AHHHHH but i am trying to. i just, CANT. i know my capabilities well enough to judge for my studies. )): i feel super sad now. why cant things go right for a second in my life?
ENOUGH OF THE EMOCRAP. im glad i met up w th s09girls(: christina quek, please make it next time round! hahaha. and felicia, please stop working for awhile. then we'll see each other again. f1's coming but somehow, im not gna see it like i saw it last year.
i dont have the freaking time
won't you keep my secret for me? 24.9.09
