Tuesday, July 7, 2009
TODAY IT RAINED YKNOW. i know it isnt surprising cause it has been raining th past few days. but today i really prayed & hoped that it wldnt rain cause i had drivingggg. and rain has never came by the last few times i drove so the rain was rly daunting today. BUTTTT, it was alright cause mr tan (the new one) is so nice! he has never really showed any sign of displeasure although i know that i'm rly an unteachable kid. I THINK I'M SEMI-RETARDED. i keep wanting to signal, (idk why but i rly like to flick th signaler thing heehee, it makes me happy) so i like to turn a lot.
and yknow mr tan is so patient with me?!?! like i mentioned, i'm idiotic and rly a bad student cause my response is slow. but he never even scold me at all. the old mr tan ah, keep scolding me such that ive a habit of apologising everytime i do sth abrupt. so now when i accelerate too fast w the new mr tan, i apologise so many times. hes so nice to say things like, "nono! dont say sorry, it's okay one!" such a simple gesture can rly make me so happy. (: i like my new instructor. :O but i better dont say too early in case he scolds me the next lesson. OKAY CRAP DONT TALK NONSENSE AMANDA
aft driving, i went to meet miss pearlynpok cause she wanted t bake a cake for her sister @ my place. went to buy the ingredients & zoomed home to bake it. HMM NICE. (: but i think we shld have bought some melted chocolate to apply on th top of the cake to make it prettier. hahaha. theresa came over halfway cause i was gg to meet her aft t alter our jeans. BUT ANYWAYZ, THEY MADE FRIENDS heehee.
and on the way to queensway, I REALISED I FORGOT TO BRING MY JEANS. brainless or what. sometimes i think my whole life is wasted cause of my dumbbrain & clumsiness & carelessness & retardedness. i hate to think that im wasted or ridiculously stupid. but i cant hide the fact that i am. i get pissed at myself sometimes too okaye.
but i got over the fact that i wanted to alter my jeans SO BADLY and made myself feel happy that theresa managed to alter hers. OKAY GOOD FOR YOU DEAR! and heehee, theresa bought a new pair of jeans again today! & she wants to taper/alter it the next time SO, in other words, she can come w me again! so sometimes, my retardedness pays off. ate dinner at the laksa shop! niceeee i feel fat. i ate a choc sundae, drank bubble tea, ate 2 currypuffs, ate some goodsolid lunch & currybread&laksa today. +O( i feel like vommitting. i ate too much
OH WELL BUT I LOVED TODAY i think i learnt a lot from theresaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. she told me many things that i think i shld start thinking about from today onwards. oh well! shes only a yr older but her mentality is abt 10x older. WHICH IS GOOD. okay i shall learn!
i need more uni clothes!
bruises cover your arms, shaking in the fingers with the bottle in your palm. and the best is, no one knows who you are, just another girl alone at the bar
won't you keep my secret for me? 7.7.09
