Thursday, June 11, 2009
ytd was horribleeeeeeeeee. i was in a damn pissy mood. those kind of mood that says: please-stay-away-from-amanda-in-case-she-explodes-at-you kind of mood? so i pretty much screwed ytd up& i thought so negatively of everythinggggggggggg. but today was definitely way better. (:
it started off in the mornin cause i found the songggggggggggggg (completed one) that i wanted for ages. so that's a good start. and i decided to stop thinking so much/expecting so much cause
i'll end up being disappointed (okay that sounds so xy, shes been telling tht to me & i think i finally get her) . i guess now xy&i have more things to complain about alr. ((: think positive. at least i've got her who shares the same exp as meeeee. (: shoots, im not gloating hor.
eee, yknow now theres this stinky flowery smell that's floating around the whole esate. damn stink i wna buy oxygen tank now. or i hope a strong wind blows the smell/stench away. smells worse than those flower garlands yknow. intoxicating, really. +o( i wna puke out the fishball i just ate, now.
today i spent some time with ys. ate pepper lunch & watched ghost of girlfriends past. it's v funny but super touching tooo and i teared. and yknow the whole row of seats were couples k!!! (and i can hear the girls sniffing. ) it seems like some valentines day movie or stg. oh and i saw stanley seah! it's been a loong time!
aft tht we went for dinner at makansutra or sth. yummy carrot cake, i likeeeee. kys cldnt decide whether to sit the flyer or not (bt rly, it's a bit rip-off right? hahaha). aft dinner we wanted t go marina barrage but it was too late alr. went to clementi to check out the gym t see if they provide such a service & off we went home. but koh said it was early (although i rly dont think it was hahaha i think it's fine) so we decided t roam around wm areaaaa before gg home.
sometimessssssssssssssssssss, i feel disappointed like, yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. it happens sometimes only :DD
i'm waiting for the night drifting away
on the waves of my dreams to another day
i'm standing on a hill & beyond the clouds
the wind's blowing still & catching my doubts
won't you keep my secret for me? 11.6.09
