Monday, June 29, 2009
i realised my left eye has a v big eye bag & when i smile, it's
ultra ugly. so i'm not gna smile from now on. i'm really sorry ppl if you smile at me and i dont smile back k? cause i need to think for you and t stop you from vomitting out whatever you ate. HAHA kk it's impossible for me not to smile, unless i'm rly bothered by something. heehee
i read xy's and sheila loh's blog about MJ. i think what they said is very true. having that kind of attention rly makes things v difficult for a person. for me, i cant handle it. and having critisms thrown at you really makes things worse & unbearable. so as a human who lived for 19years of her life, i rly dont know how MJ can take in THAT much. maybe that's why he got a cardiac arrest. eh hmm? did he die from that? ahhaha tts what i read on the internet. but i think sheila is very very sensitive(: which is very very good. hahaha. mature comments & thoughts. sheilaaaaaa you so nice MJ sure v happy that you scold the people for him! :DD
OH i guess celebrities are more exposed to gossips. and i think tts very very scary. ): but what to do? we're all humans. so flawed. then i think about working life. my mother said that the working world is very vicious. and i can also see from all the dramas. kinda scary huh? i guess everybody's scared. i alsooooooooo leh! going to the CBD and seeing everybody rush around from places to places, seeing all the tall buildings towering over me, makes me feel v insignficant and small. would i be one of those people who live as if i have no life? i dont wna become someone competitive & selfish in the working world in future. is it really true that you cant trust anyone? i think it's SUPER scary. i guess the only feeling that i'm feeling right now is fear.
and i rly dont wna go to skl. makes me wonder if i've chosen the wrong course and ending up in somewhere i dont like; ending up studying something i cant appreciate. but i will definitely try my very best to excel in whatever that i do. it's just erm, DIFFICULT for me to know if im in a place where i'm supposed to be. anddddddddd i'm not rly looking forward to orientation. it's good that i can make friends there & i'm glad i've got xiangfeng & her friend louisa with me. really thank God for that. (: i'm just afraid of making new friends. AHHH, is that even a problem in the first place?
oh well but transformers2 was super eggciting!!! i was quite happy to watch it haha & the theatre was full and tickets were sold out very fast. i think the guys watch for megan fox, she is SUPER hot. ys was practically drooling over her okay. i got to put a bowl underneath his mouth to collect his overflowing saliva. HAHAHAH just kidding. later he smash my face. but personally, i think shes mega pretty and she has a pair of skinny legs and flat stomach. oh & shes v well-developed in the chest area too ^^ in other words, i wanna be like her HAHAHA. cause abt a million and one ppl keep saying i super flat. i'm spore size hor, thank you very much. HAHA. oh but she didnt go for a sex change right. i HEARD about it but i not sure if it's megan
wolf or megan
fox.
megan fox is
too hot to be a transexual lah.
SERIOUSLY SPEAKING. if shes a transexual, then maybe i'm secretly a guy heehee. but i'm NOT , so she cannot be also! sure v ex for a guy to be transformed into something like THAT man.
OKAY I CANT WAIT TO GO SHOPPING.
Looking at the crowd
And I see your body sway, c'mon
Wishn' I could thank you in a different way, c'mon
won't you keep my secret for me? 29.6.09
