Tuesday, May 12, 2009
): i feel damn sad todaye. sometimes i feel so ): with myself. when i was gg home todaye, i started to miss ------------------ a lot. rly needed ------------------ to be here right now, to listen to me talk and whine. cause i know he would rly sit down & listen. once in awhile, he'd give me the worrying eyes t tell me that it's okay and that i dont have to cry. just by looking at those worrying eyes, i know i can stop those tears from flowing cause i know there'd be some worry caused, so for those eyes, i know i will stop crying. but now that i dont see them, i cant not cry. BUT I'M NOT CRYING NOW. things are too trivial for me to.
sometimes, i really dont understand why gotta end things this way lor. just YKNOW... end things happily man. why like that? yknow, i really like to see people happy leh. cause when there's sadness, it's contagious. then it'll rub off its effect on me as well. HAPPINESS IS CONTAGIOUS AS WELL. so cant things just end off nicely with a nice smile?
nevertheless, i'm grateful for everybody:DD
有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
won't you keep my secret for me? 12.5.09
