Saturday, April 25, 2009
sometimes, i just feel like no one rly understands me. i do believe that there're people around me who cares and they do say things like, "are you okay?" and "relax, relax". i'm really very grateful for it really. but sometimes, i need words that go beyond that. i know those words are from the bottom of their hearts & they really mean it, but humans are greedy too often. ):
people have their own share of problems so i know when to or when not to expect stuff (advice) from them. but yknow, there's this urge to scream in me and i just feel damn sad now. so discouraging, everything. D: i feel so upset, with myself. argh. i just dont rly know how to express my upsetness and i feel so suffocated.
i just dont know if i have anyone i can share innermost thoughts with. 'cause everyone's rather caught up with their own stuff & i dont rly wna bother people much. life needs a getaway sometimes. ): it's been ages since i've been this down, i dont rly know how to cope with this. even ice-cream cant seem to help me. D: i hope tmr will be a better day, when i meet up with joelynn&evan.
popo's bday today(: i love my fam&relatives. and seeing my little nieces&nephews do make my day a lot better:DD i shld learn how to count my blessings. i hope this ugh feeling goes away.
有独一无二专属的特别. you. heehee
won't you keep my secret for me? 25.4.09
sometimes, i just feel like no one rly understands me. i do believe that there're people around me who cares and they do say things like, "are you okay?" and "relax, relax". i'm really very grateful for it really. but sometimes, i need words that go beyond that. i know those words are from the bottom of their hearts & they really mean it, but humans are greedy too often. ):