Wednesday, March 4, 2009
im finally watching sassy girl choon-hyang(: ahhh so nice but the bad people in the show, REALLY VERY BAD LEHHHHHHHHH. i cant stand it watching them being so greedy and forceful make me feel so angry inside. i really felt like punching them 10000x okay. but wtvr, show only SHOW.
went to window shop with rachelkwan at citylink&marinasq today. i had some fun with her.(: shes a joker. (: ily rachelkwan although im looking at you right now. hahah. shes sleeping on my bed nowwwwwwwww. I HOPE SHE DOESNT FALL ASLEEP ON IT . otherwise i will really drag her out. AND YKNOW, SHE HAS THIS BAD HABIT. of carrying a verydirty and black softtoy pig with her? ew so gross lah. but i dont wna take it away from her because she's so attached to it. she smells it, talks to it. ew shes even freakier than me. but i still ly(: she wenta thread her eyebrows at clementi lateron, while i just watched on.
idiot man. i want my pay. it isnt here yet okay im so angry with the boss.
then rachelkwanz came over to stayoverrrrrrr. and sth weird happened. i feel tired just thinking of it. why do problems keep coming one after another. isit just me? problems just keep coming like they're meant to stick with me for life. and ive got a bad feeling abt a's. yknow it's just tht kinda uneasy feeling. seriously, ive a bad feeling about this. but i dont wna think about it .
sometimes, idk if what i'm doing is right. i know im freaking stubborn sometimes. because i wld keep thinking tht it's the best for me. but inside, i'm certain tht i'm uncertain of my decisions. ): then why do i wna make life so difficult for myself then. I ALSO DONT KNOWWWW. i wish life was simpler.
and thinking about it, i want things back how they used to be. there is no way round it, nothing good comes easily. so much betn us and we both know tht it's wrong
won't you keep my secret for me? 4.3.09
