Wednesday, March 18, 2009
i think im going crazy. sum 41 is playing pieces now but i dont know where the song is coming from. wmp is not playing anything but pieces just keep playing on repeat mode. is it i have to shut down the whole system to shut this thing up? i wna change song lor! ):
i havent been sleeping well ): i wake up in the middle of the night every now and then. eyebags are popping out like anything. i reallyreally need sleep. i applied for ntu alreadyyyyyyy. i hope i can get into a course I WANT, but i wont say tht in front of my parents of course. i hope they wld like what i apply too and i really will put in my one million percent so they wont have to suffer when theyre old. ilymoms&doods.
on a lighter note, i dont have t go out and spend money today. i must reallyreally learn how to curb my spending because in times of urgent need (when i rly need to spend money) , i dont have money to spend. thank God seriously. He gave me something i reallyreally lack now. i wont be greedy and i wont ask for anymore. all i want now is a grateful heart, t thank everybody (i know or dont know) who have helped me in any way or another , whether accidentally or intentionally(:
people have quarrels. BIG ones and small ones. we have em all. we might encounter more, definitely, with our megadifferent characters. but i guess tht's okay, right? (: problems are there to be resolved, someone taught me tht :D yessssssssss, it makes sense, for once:D
and evrytime i look at you, i cant explain i feel insane.
i cant get away, you're my daydream.
won't you keep my secret for me? 18.3.09
