Friday, September 5, 2008
went out to study with sy today. and hes definitely a friend no one can afford to lose(: and hes a smartpants too. thats probably why everybodys so envious of him. like me. how i wish i had his brains and absorbing ability. he makes studying look so easy. like tingting. a's is coming & why do i feel so uneasy. i have a feeling sth bads gonna happen. and everytime i say that, it always comes true. this hunch, just keeps coming back. so uneasy uneasy. :S
im beginning to miss xy alr. she went malaysia for her uncle's wedding. idk what to do without her sometimes. im starting to feel all sad again, over reasons that are not viable at all:S it's just the stress, it's just the stress, i hope.
but anyhows, it was quite productive today. and aft studying, we had dinner at bukit timah market. sy intro-ed carrot cake and i have to say it's quite nice. fattening but rewarding. i feel oiler now ): oh man, why do i feel so senseless? and i feel dead and upset. why do mood swings come and go? it makes me sick. and i hate it.
havent met up with the sec4 pple yet. and im sorta missing it. i feel so sleepy. probably because of the hw and the lack of slp. oh but i had a nicenice dream ytd. i dreamt of superstar(: i turned around to talk to superstar cause the weird dream gave superstar a seat behind me during exams. and i turned around to talk to superstar oh goodness. what kind of stupid dream is that? when i woke up, i felt disgusted. hahaha
but i guess thats how superstars get to you. hehe. but nooo superstar's too perfect already. so a dream will always be a dream.
how crappy. the week ends just like that. i havent had enough fun yet ): and goodness time seems to fly by and i cant keep pace. maybe tts how humans are. lamenting over spilt milk all the time. so many 'how i wish's and 'if only's and 'maybe's. i'm so sleepy already idk what i'm talking about.
froggie-originator sent a vv sweet msg ytd. i feel so touched(: it's those simple things:D let's start the game of chasing. and valentia! thanks for always checking up again & again & again(: sweet souls
you make it easier when life gets hard.lucky i'm in love with my best friendlucky to have been where i have beenlucky to be coming home again.lucky(: jason mraz&colbie caillat
OH ! i just realised that tianwei's bday is on Aug31st, if i'm not wrong. wrong or not, i still wanna wish tianwei happyhappy(BELATED)bday! although she doesnt even know me(:

won't you keep my secret for me? 5.9.08