Sunday, September 7, 2008
oh my i feel so free cause i blog almost everyday. nono i should stop it already and refrain myself from doing such cause i look too free already and thats a bad sign ohno.
i just suddenly feel that i really really like jaychou like nobodys business although i always tell myself that chinese songs suck since i dont listen to them in secondary skl. but idk under whoevers influence, i think timothy or tiancheng, i started listening to jay chou and i start to think hes really awesomely cool with his songwriting skills i start to wonder why taiwanese ppl are full of unlimited capabilities and i really feel like going to taiwan to check it out yo? butbut, thats after a's
i tell myself that theres gotta be more to life besides studiesstudiesstudies. so now im feeling much better as compared to ytd and the ytd of the ytd and the ytd of the ytd of the ytd ...
i dont expect myself to do well as long as i can get into a uni it's ok for me already , it's really ok for me already. i dont have the capability to excel but i hope that with whatever thats left in me, i can bring myself out of jjc and into the big ocean, like what ms elaine lim always loves to say. we're fishes !
so swim out to the ocean. cause secondary skls are the fish tanks to train the fishes to swim . so swim we must, we must swim . off we go like marlin and dory. and of course nemo and his other colourful fishy friends in the tank.
skls gnna start tmr and im sure everybody wld go 'soooooooooo fast?' oh yesyes, cause tts what i told myself since last night. i doubt i can sleep tonight but it's nto because im excited but it's cause ive been sleeping late everynight chatting with my sister for idk what reason . so i can lie on my bed at 11+ and chat with her all the way till 2 . so i feel sleepy every morning and energised every night and that wldnt be what i want esp when skl starts tmr and when skl starts tmr i know i wld get tummyaches cause skl has caused me to have permanent phobias. ycks, skl.
but the good thing is to meet my dearie friends again . oh my i must prepare sth for xe tmr cause i heard that she had a fall . so i mst do sth to make her happyhappy again although i know shes already quite happy but the fall has made her sad , although i think shes cheered up by now . so as a friend , i gta do sth but what shld the sth beeeeee . let me use my creativity skills now . but it's so limited cause everytime i wanna cheer my friend up , i wld seriously resort to oneand only one thing , which is chocs, sweets or anything associated with food . bt i think it's ok for xe right. CAUSE SHES SKINNY LIKE SOME SKINNY MODEL? so she can eatandeat without worrying .
auntie carol makes delicious brownies that i wld love to share with my friends but im sorry to say that theres limited supply . i just gobbled down 5pieces at one go just now and i know hxy will go, 'ohh amandas gonna fall right through the clouds cause shes so heavy now' hahahaha i can read your mind xy, read your mind. all that dieting , can only be done after a's yessssssss
so now , im looking forward to post-a's period . everybody does
the feeling aint right no more
won't you keep my secret for me? 7.9.08
