Sunday, August 3, 2008
i missed skl last fri. and im glad i missed it. so now i have an extra day of holiday, not. how can study leave be considered as one. but anyway, i'm starting to feel the stress already.
not that it hasnt been there. it just isnt as apparent as it is to me, NOW. as i did my tuition stuff and all, im beginning to worry. dont say it's unncessary. i know i'm not coping well. not well at all. i can feel the suffocation. this time i'm sure, it's about the studies.
the big a's. i never did mention much about how i feel about the A's. now i understand what mrs grace fong is saying. before we took our O's, she came into our class and said that we dont have to worry, cause O's is nth as compared to the A's. but then, i didnt want to think much of the A's cause i was preparing for my O's. but now, i know why she said that the Os is nth. it really is nothing, now.
i'm so worried oh my goodness. i never thought i cld be this worried. until i tried to do my physics and i know i know nuts about it. nth abt dynamics, nor forces. i cant do the j1work. suddenly, i feel like dying. i still got econs AND MATHS. not to forget chem. idk whats w maths now. it's so difficult. i know i cld die.
prelims. a few mths. a's. freedom for 9 mths. and it's results. local/private u? i really dont know. i hope i can make it into a local one. all that i know of now, is that im feeling vv emo. not suicidal. yet. i feel like turning into joker): lose my mind.
rach and ys ytd. we walked around > studying. and i was disappointed. i didnt do much. :S
where you are the one, the one that lies close to me.
whispers, 'hello. i miss you quite terribly.'initial d's on tvie. MYJAYCHOU. seriously, i think hes one in a million of the taiwanese singers that i really really admire(: HES SOO CUTE. secret, initial d, kungfu dunk:D:D:D hes such a cccccccccccccccccuuuuuuuuuuuuuute boy:D:D
wilson bought chocs and banana for michelle . and my relatives are playing with the BANANANANANANA. the bananas like a baby! ive been hugging it for nights alr:D:D ok it's only a night. BUT I THINK IT'S WOOOOO(: i hug it like a baby~~
YAY IM GOING ON THE SINGAPORE FLYER. ok i know i sound v idiotic and childish. and i sound v poor BUT IM GOING ON THE FLYER. like finally. i've been waiting for a long time for this. i missed the chance of getting on it when i missed the singapore air show. NOW IM GOING TO GO(: aft national day. which is 2 days before prelims ): BUT STILL, i doubt i have time to finish studying for it anyways. BUT IT'S OKAYYYY:D:D
NOW I KNOW, that u have to wear black specs to army if u need to wearone. OH I FEEL DUMB. no wonder yongsheng's specs are black. BUT ANYWAYS MISTER, YOU LOOK GOOD IN THEM YES ? (: will upload the photo next time. HELLO DARK KNIGHT. w his black berms, black specs, tanned skin, black crumpler and black phy book, GOOODNESS. dark knight(:
COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL. auntie carol make good food. and i feel fat every sunday. and i bought sushi home to eat eat eat. w rachelk making a fool out of me at westmall. she whined and stopped halfway, in the midst of a crowd. and a guy in bengawan solo looked and shook his head. i wanna go overseas this dec:D:D:D
and i hope i can go w friends:D
won't you keep my secret for me? 3.8.08
