Sunday, August 24, 2008
theres sth i cant quite explain.
was watching the closing event of the olympics. wanted to study for my phy but i fell asleep aft dinner. shit i will grow fatter right? :S but i wasnt lying down so does it reduce the risk of putting on fats? cause recently tt hxy keep saying i grew fatter! HAHHAA but i know i did myself lah. im just self-denying:D:D && she said i can fall through clouds cause im too heavy! :o:o:O !!!!!! BUT NVM LAH. hehehhehe. HXY SHLD KNOW WHY! HAHAHA.
i'm damn worried for math p2. idk why also. maybe cause ive been failing math since the 38542938472394248902342th second i entered jc. maths has never been easy man. so everytime theres a math test or exam, i wld get extra nervous and theres this extra burden tt i think i have to bear. but it's all in the mind. i think i wld be very nervous aft phy p2 tmr. :S:S BUT WHAT TO DO. THIS IS THE LIFE OF A STUDENT ):
can tell that everybodys feeling v stressed over prelims and gradually, pple's mood start to change and all. BUT DONT WORRY OK?! cause it'll turn out okay. (: lets just try try try try try! i believe that things wld work out. i realised tt now, im in no position to talk abt this kinda thing. cause different ppl experience different sorta things but one impt impt thing is, I'LL BE THERE IF THINGS GET UGLY! lol i might not be the first person you'd wanna contact. BUT IT'S OK! even if im a last resort, HEHEHE, it's ok! :D:D i dont mind just listening if you need to rant. :D
thats for evrybody yes?(:
but for the one who has been feeling so upset lately, dont be anymore. i know im not in your skl now, so i cant see wads happening. neither do i know how badly it's affecting you. but, pls pls take care of yourself & wait till aft prelims ok love(: you know you can always count on me! :D and promise!! (: we'll meet aft prelims to really talk abt this matter. so dont worry worry worry anymore ok. cause worrying makes you more tired & sad yes? ive been through it pretty much rmb? :D and i wanna be there for you just like you were there for me too(: so lets do the duty of friends and confide in each other. dont worry abt disturbing me. cause i wont feel disturbed. (except maybe by my brother who keeps sitting at the side of my table and showing ugly faces, half- expecting me to respond by threatening to give him a box in his face) so yesyes, im here:D:D
anyway, recently ive been using this maplestory smiley face. SO DAMN FUNNY at how everybody responds to it. idk what happened to my nicer smiley. it disappeared!! den now it's the ugly maple character. so dark and black. ive never seen such a maple character before. i dont even know if it's smiling or crying. weird combi. a dark blond. yucks.
Essuri - find a way to lie, about a home i'l never see. says:
omg
Essuri - find a way to lie, about a home i'l never see. says:
is that
Essuri - find a way to lie, about a home i'l never see. says:
...maple?there's something that i cant quite explain says:
MAPLE
there's something that i cant quite explain says:
lolanyway, bon voyage mwy! i will try to rmb to ask my friend to take brochures from RSAF for you. ahahha & sorry abt todays dinner. it always turned out wrong. maybe after you come back or something okay! enjoy urself!!You take away the old, show me the new,
and I feel like I can fly when I stand next to you.
So while I'm on this phone, a hundred miles from home
I take the words you gave, and send them back to you. (awwww.. (: )
won't you keep my secret for me? 24.8.08