Friday, July 11, 2008
HAHAH LISTEN TO THE SONG. SOOO CUTE LEH!! (:(:(:
TODAY IS FRIDAY. WHICH IS HAPPY DAY. CAUSE THE WEEKENDS ARE HERE !! (: BUT IT MEANS A'S IS COMING )): BUT IT MEANS HOLIDAYS ARE NEARING. ONE YEAR OF HOLIDAYS :D :D
anyway, tuition was fine. actually i hate tuition lessons. it makes me damn scared and nervous. it makes me rush and makes me timid. it's those butterfly-in-stomach kinda feeling.
anyway, today isnt a good day to run. but i still ran anyhows. aiya, 2 rounds only. just to acc fel fel. (: but tings acc her for most of the rounds while runnie-chan and puishan were slacking. LOL. and i wasnt in the right attire anyway. so i ran in my quilotte. which is unglam. yucks. i hate wearing quilottes. but i stupidly bought 2. so i better wear them before skl ends.
tmr econs extra lesson makes me feel even more ugh. ): crap. and t think weekends are great ):
but they are still great luh! i missed fairfield chapelthon today. :S
anyway, i was reading xy's blog. OH AND XY, DONT BE SAD ALR LA. but im glad u found ur chem hw. hahaha i found xy in the morning looking sad and all. and i noticed sth was wrong. hahaha i was right! SO GIRL, IT'D BE FINE YES? hahaha it IS fine alr anyway:D dont be sad over such minor stuff anymore. you need help for anything feel free to find me yes? (: oh and as i was saying, yessss. i totally agree w e part abt not treasuring pple until they are gone. ): it's emotional but so true.
i do make an effort to really cherish and treasure the ppl around me. but sometimes my actions and words have the opposite effect. like, i do sth but dun mean it that way, and others might decipher it wrongly. hahahha but it'll be okay later. or sometimes, it's just playing around but sometimes, i regret playing cause others might not like it. BUT ANYHOW, i wanna let my friends know that i treasure all of you. sometimes time dont allow us to show how much we care. cause we have so much to do, so much to feel but so little time. sometimes frustration or sadness might overwhelm and take over my mind or sth, and i just dont feel like talking. it's not you okay(: it's just me, withdrawn in my own world. hahaha but i will be ok later(:
and there is so little time now. i doubt miracles wld happen. but the thing is, i dun wanna lose contact. (:
you get what i mean?to sweets, dont be sad anymore! YOU HAVE ME. no matter how badly things screw up, you can find me. im glad you turned to me when ur feeling so sad and all. and im sorry if i didnt call you when you didnt reply. cause i was having tuition. i feel like giving you a call but im worried that you might not want to talk abt it or anything. BUT WHATEVER IT IS, YOU KNOW YOU CAN FIND ME okay, froggie friend!! (: i dont mind sitting around on dirty floors or toilets to hear you talk and making you feel better. what you said last night was really awesome(: dont worry! i wont do what you think i wld okay! :D YOU JUST STAY ON AND BE HAPPY. i hope everything's going well for you now, takecare alright! (: <3>Through it all, I made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall, But I mean these words.
won't you keep my secret for me? 11.7.08
