Sunday, June 8, 2008
oh is there such a word, suffocation? sounds weirddd. anyhow, the meaning is there. hahaha. so it doesnt matter anyway.
idk why but i just have this overwhelming feeling of loneliness. i mean, there're nicee and really awfully sweet friends around, but it's just that loneliness.
AND IT'S NOT THE FEELING OF NOT HAVING A BF, im v sure about it. it's not the friends or the having-bf-kinda-matter. i think im just feeling stressed. and it's not the emptiness of not having a religion or faith to believe in, cause in fact, i do. so i really dont know why i have this feeling of loneliness, not emptiness, i emphasise.
MAYBE IT'S JUST THE HOLIDAYS SYNDROME. i mean i love holidays but holidays are like, very very idk. slack? not that i like it hardcore. but there's just no entertainment. and my sis is always out looking for her friends or or or watching her bang bang tang on the internet, of which i have no interest in. cause they are just a bunch of guys jumping around (no offence to the fans) and i just get really bored at home. HAHAHAH I THINK IM PSYCHO.
okay let me go find my entertainment now.
cause i think im so sick of
itand i read hxy's blog. WAH LAO. SHES DAMN POOR THING PLSSSSS. i feel upset for her as well. EVERYTHING IS SO RUSHED, AND PACKED, AND CONJESTED. seriously, the malaysian NS thing is sooo........ OKAY BUT LOVE, DONT BE MAD AT UR RELATIVES ANYMORE OK.! i understand. SMILE LOVES. let me bring you sth next time . SO YOU WILL SMILE TT BIG SMILE OF YOURS AGAINNNN. (: smileeeee:):) we can do some retail therapy:D:D
anyway KUNGFU PANDA is a funny funny show. BUT WASTE MONEYYY. i cant believe i spent 9.50 on a cartooon. ARGH. seriously, TODAY IS NOT MY DAYYYY
won't you keep my secret for me? 8.6.08
