Saturday, May 10, 2008
so dinner time with wenyao and xinyi was fun fun fun(:
wy, with his bday cake
a pleasure t hang out with them again. xy is really really really my happy apple. (: she always always makes me laugh. none of us got irritated by each other's childishness today. i got the pink-looking-damn-nice strawberry cake for my mom(: and some real flowers. and got a big pink vanguard sheet for her card. decided t share e card w my sis and bro cause i cant possibly do it all by myself. it's too big a card for one person anyway. BUT I PAID FOR EVERYTHING. so it's pretty fair right. i mean, i AM the oldest afterall.
it sucks being the oldest sometimes. cause the shit's at you, and you are to blame if anything goes wrong. but, it's a joy when ur parents trust you
(:
&& i just realised sth abt my sister. i think shes really much more mature than me, considering the fact that shes 2 years younger than me.
we're all quite mature for our age. and we've seen real incidences on tv and in real life abt teenage motherhood. i did question my friends before, and of course myself, whether we shld go for abortion if we were really pregnant while schooling. many answered yes. even my mom sort of agreed, although she didnt say it outrightly.
inside, i know my answer is yes too. although i always tell myself it's ethically wrong. cause i know i wldnt want my life to go all wrong when i give birth to a young child while schooling. cause afterall, teenagehood is all about studying that brings us to our prospective future. so i do agree w abortion. BUT IT'S WRONG OKAY!!
but when i asked my sister while we were having sister-chats and while doing the mothers day card, she disagreed w me. i asked her seriously and solemnly, "what will you do if you're pregnant now? wld u go for abortion?"
i was expecting a yes, naturally, from most girls. so i continued w my cutting like i expected her answer.
what she said stopped me. like really literally stopped me.
"no, i wouldn't. why would i? hes my first child. the more i shld keep it. even if the father wants t support me or not, i wld keep it. God gave him to me, i shld give birth to him."
i was in awe of my sister, especially during that time. cause i cld see her determination and seriousness. she wld definitely be a much better mother than me. sometimes we are all so preoccupied w practicality and pragmatism, that we neglect our ethics and morals. i felt so ashamed of myself ):
lol, but firstly, i know not all girls think the same way as me- abortion is the way to go NOW. cause there are many girls who are really nice and everything. HAHA AND THEY WLDNT GO FOR ABORTION. im just saying from my point of view. HAHA OKAY IM CRAPPING. just my own opinion okay? :D i just felt retarded suddenly.
i need my medicine. i missed the timing
so funny! my cousin really has damn pirated cd. the 'perfect storm'. HAHA. it's in a dvd cover, so i thought it was real. then halfway, the cd stopped. and i thought there were 2 cds. den i looked for the other, cant find! den i asked my brother. he was clueless. then he decided to do sth stupid. he switched the sides of the cd and played it. OMGOODNESS, it worked. PIRACY TSK TSK. cheapskate. now they can even use one cd t put the whole movie. profit-maximisers. horrible
seetoh was telling me about acjc's guitar concert thing in their new hall or sth. then he told me sth so amusing. so shocking pls! aft the concert, their class stayed back in the hall t watch a guy propose t a girl! SO ROMANTIC PLS!!!! AND SO DAMN NICE LAH. I FELT SO, AWWWWWW <3<3
and they all chipped in t buy the flowers for the guy, for the girl! HOW DAMN NICE. i think it's soo sweet(:(:
ANW , I GOT HIS PERMISSION T POST THIS OKAY
won't you keep my secret for me? 10.5.08
