Sunday, May 18, 2008
i think im nearing the stage of giving up on my studies. idk why but im getting very very sick and tired of studying. and i cant do well, idk why! BUT, whatever. im so over studying, for now. haha. whatever it is, we have to study what. im just gonna give up on it temporarily. i dun wanna flunk my a's.
my mom has been asking me t look for a tuiton. she's so desperate t get one for me, she even asked me t go t a tuition centre at bugis. FOR GOODNESS, it's bugis :S:S if i cant find a tuition soon, i think i WOULD have to go for that one. :S crap it's so far away lah.
so i watched a lot of animes today(: haha. i finished one whole anime today and i started on another one. it's the japanese anime of 'it started with a kiss'. haha. when i watched it, i found some similarity and i think it's almost, exactly the same. hahaha so i guess i sort of know abt the plot. just that it's a bit different here and there. but still, v nice(: LOL im gonna watch harold and kumar2 now haha. i mean, since i cant watch it on the big screen, i wld just have t watch it on the net. i dun wanna miss the whole show. heard it's damn funny lah.
yay i cant wait for sec skl outing tmr (: okay so first thing is t go t doreens place. just thinking about it makes me wonder. it has been about, 3+ years since she left us? she must be watching over all of us, taking care of us. and i cant help but think of everything that happened in sec 3&4. it has been a so very wonderful 2 years with you girllies, oh and guylies too. and i think we've all matured so much. sheila, i received ur msg love(: haha thanks for encouraging me. i know life is hard for all of us now, but yeah, we will all work hard(: with God's help :D
on a lighter note, stefan is back:D haha. and yay. miss liang's wedding is coming(: haha and ranen is coming too. LOL all those ppl who went overseas and they're back. haha how i wish susanna was back too. HAVENT BEEN SEEING HER. and trying t meet her in hk is hardly possible, although it isnt a v big country. HAHA. hopefully my family goes t HK again haha then maybe, just maybe, we might get to meet lol.
come to think of it, my dad isnt back from china yet. i wonder how the situation is over there. i cant help but to think of ren jie and shi sang. idk but i just think of them when i think of china. i hope everything is fine and all.
I CANT WAIT FOR TMR. but why do everybody have to bring so much cash? HAHA I THOUGHT IT'S A COMBINED GIFT? how come one person need t bring so much?! HAHA. anw, i dont intend t deliberately get a dress for the wedding. cause im seriously damn cash-strapped now. it's like, my wallet has a hole or sth. cash just keep flowing out subconsciously. then when i open my wallet the next time, i dont see money at all:S im kinda worried abt my spending. it isnt that i have a lot or whatever, i just spend. maybe it's cause it's not a lot, thats why i spend. but still, it's not a good reason for over-spending. :S oh well. it's all about growing up. hahaha
idk whats going on. but i have this feeling, this bad bad feeling. worst-of-the-worst-feeling that ____ is deliberately doing sth, that i find v hurting, to me. what happened. i dont blame you if you're really doing it t prove sth but i really hope you'd stop. because you're not only hurting me, you're also pushing me away and worsening the distance betn us now.
sometimes blogs aint really useful at venting out everything. cause, hahaha. pple read them. BUT IT'S OK (: cause, this is sth public afterall. hahah. so i cant blame anybody if anybody really finds out. i only have myself to blame. haha. oh anw!! LINKIN PARK IS NICE. haha
just a little vulgarities here and there. idk but i find the album with the song 'what i've done' didnt have linkin park's flavour in it. it was vv different as compared t their older albums. but their most recent one 'minutes to midnight', is much better(: HAHHA. a lot of shouting. i think im all ready t go deaf. heh!
put me out of my misery
won't you keep my secret for me? 18.5.08
