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Saturday, April 26, 2008

maybe it'd feel sweet

had a great time hanging out w xy today. it's always nice t have such a close companion with you. cause you know she'd be there no matter what. when i'm down and out, shes there. when im up and in, shes there too. so i will try my best t be there for you too dear. but i will also love t be with my other friends when they need me. (: it'd be my pleasure too.

shisang smsed me in the morning t tell me she overslept and missed the heats. shes a real dear. she cares abt the feelings of others and yes. shes a love. (: everything was ok in the end & im really glad she turned to me immediately aft she got worried abt the heats. it was really consoling t know tt somebody wld think of you when they're sad. cause dear girl, i wld love to be there more often if you want me to be(: i will fork out all the time t hear your woes cause all i want t do is to be there.

to my kekasih, sometimes life just doesnt go on so simply. you just have t take whatever life throws to you. good or bad, we take them all. sweet or bitter, we experience them all. we just have t take things slow. time cant travel back but you can change your future if you just look on the bright side. cause you know whatever it is, you have us. and you have me too. you know i wld wanna be there. although i cant guarantee it for everyone, i will still put in my all to just listen. and give advice if possible. whatever it is, i will try my very very best to be there. just dial those numbers.

rq was a lovely. shes so pretty(: w her hair down and all. gorgeous. i cldnt recognise her till she waved frantically at me as she passed me the guitar. anw thanks love, for bringing down the guitar. and i hoped you like the drink & choc i gave t u just now. im not trying t fatten you up. im just making things sweeter for you:D anw, you stunned everything out of me. (: let's learn our guitar skills properly. OH OH, i have yet t tell you. my brother and cousin snapped a guitar string. & it's only the first day. take care of ur fingers. dont let the strings cut them again. (: thanks love

felly sent a sweet msg today. she spams the msgs w kisses(: and i feel so loved. haha i spammed back w big wide smiley faces. HAHA felicia is a really sweet girl. sometimes i subconsciously just tease and disturb her but she just take things so nice and slow. she remains composed and yeah. we wld tease each other back and forth but we know tt we have no ill intentions & i love every single moment i spend w her. cause youre so funny!:D:D

kenneth! HA I THINK I OWE YOU BIG.

i sinned again today. i got pissed w my family members again today. and i feel so bad. mother's day is coming but why am i screwing things up so much? sometimes a blog is really suitable for venting out frustrations. posts might not be all sweet and lovey dovey. it can be sad too. when i passed by sk jewellry today, i saw a really really nice necklace i thought i cld get for her. cost a bomb tho. but we can all chip in. but i'm doing things that hurt others so bad. & i know my anger took the better of me today. i lost control and flared up. i havent had the guts t apologise yet. maybe a goodnight kiss when shes sleeping & a good morning greeting wld do the trick. i'm betting my guts on it. cause i dont want cold wars anymore. not within the family.

this blog post is a little sweet and a little emo. in a way, i'm venting out my frustrations but also thanking pple at the same time. cause nice and bitter stuff can happen to me simultaneously. it's almost on-going. & i just keep taking them in. i flare up often too. i cant stand my temper sometimes. it's not just moodswing. it even feels like menopause. but i'm not menopausing duh. im just feeling angry w myself. i think my life is getting screw-ier. for now, let me be me. and slowly, things will change. i'd try t be the best of me.

wont you let me catch your fall?
wont you let me lend a hand
lonely eyes can see it all.
love is too blind to understand

i wanna be there when you're feeling high
i wanna be there when you wanna die
im gonna light your fire
i wanna fuel the flame

i wanna be there when you go insane
i wanna be there when ur feeling down

i wanna be your love
i wanna be your friend
i wanna be there till the end

cause i've been there all the time

blessed union of souls- i wanna be there

won't you keep my secret for me? 26.4.08