Thursday, January 10, 2008
mos burger (:
damn tired again . just came home from skl . & tday , i realised that i am in no position t take up this course of mine . i cant cope w
anything at all . turns out that im not suitable for jc life afterall. things are all so difficult for me now . even 3 h2s are enough t kill me ): i suddenly lost all my motivation t work hard . how
temperamental of me . i dont like it , but what can i do . heh , this is how life is . sucky
im being pessi again . but im soooo tired and drained ):
tday is one of the earliest day that im released . & tdays most dreadful lesson wld definitely be
econs . i hate it a lot . to think i wanna be in the finance sector . think that'd be a no-no . think i shld just let nature take its course .
there isnt much t highlight about tday . had funny experiences w class girls again . & aft skl , EVERYBODY DUMPED ME . ): xy was still having lessons , fel rq hwee ling left skl. tingting went w her friends shisang had training . and christina quek went w jalaine t make a card . oh my , everybody went their separate ways & i was left alone talking t wf . hahaha . but she had t go soon anw. joined christina & jalaine for a while . they are damn funny . (:
met pearlyn xe xf after their lesson . xf left in the other direction . xe pearlyn & i went home from the backgate . everything seems t move soo fast . feels soo weird , and different . i feel soo dreamy now . it all seems like some dream .
cloudy and fady . im so sleepy now .
went t westmall w pearlyn pok . ate mos & had laughs . as usual . & slacked a bit before pearlyn left t take her bus . im so tired ):
OH YEAH . THERES THIS DAMN
MAJOR HIGHLIGHT . i got caught by the DM tday , for not tucking in my shirt . i was sooo damn sway . i was actually damn safe in the classroom . but i STUPIDLY went out & i just stood outside the classroom . im damn unlucky . i was abt t find tingting & was lying against the door . THEN HE POINTED AT ME . t tuck in my shirt . at first i ignored him & looked away . then he warned me again t tuck my shirt in . obviously i folded it lah . then he said , "dont fu1 yan3 me . go to the toilet and tuck in properly ." i lugged my heavy legs there , didnt tuck in though . just stayed in the toilet till he left . he was outside the toilet , dont know doing what .
went back t class t find a string t tuck my shirt . i cldnt take it in the end , cause it was soo restricted . & why me ?! tsk ! everyone has their shirts tucked out , but it's only me . HAHA IM DAMN SWAY .
maths lecture came & that dm came t stand beside my chair . i thought he wanted t check my attire again , but it's not . he came t see if i was ok w maths and all . seeing that i was okay , he left . my heart raced like shyt when he stood beside me .
mkt failure is not within human comprehension . dont know what the heck that topic is about at all . my brain is just limited lah . sucks .
shit , theres pc tmr .
shit x shit , theres skl tmr . )))):
& when the sky is falling , dont look outside the window
won't you keep my secret for me? 10.1.08
