Monday, January 14, 2008
i was damnnn moody today ):
i feel like i'm not doing fine in jc life . everythings
soo wrong for me . even my mommy & sis showed me black faces when i reach home . i just wanna
sleeeeep ):
whats with the attitudes.i was
dammmn moody in the morning alr . stressed up over
lobster . and i freaking threw my file away . wthellll . but no one is to blame . it's my stupid lobster ! agitated like shit . it sucks being a parent . cause ur responsible
for every shit that happens . & i dont understand a shyt abt physics . & maths too . i am sooo tired .
but i had
the girls t brighten up my day . the rest of the day was fine . but that feeling of
dissatisfaction was still in me . cultural studies was shyt . barely did anything , which is good . cause i dont wanna stay for it anyway .
wenta look for hoo xinyi cause we're gonna hang out aft skl . hung out w class girls for a while before leaving t meet rachel k . haha that girl ! she looks damn nice & good in her SA uniform . sexy like woot . pretty like whoa . im damn proud t have her as my cousin . she just needs some humble work . HAHHAA kidding dear (:
aft tt , xy & i went down t jp . had sausage waffle at the pasar malam . nicee (: fattening . ): i have a feeling i just put on another 10 kg.
talked a lot at macs . had damn a lot of laughs . those damn embarrassing moments . dont even feel like blogging it down . hahah & cjj is damn funny i heard . hes sooo funny lah wthey . hahhaa . whatever it is , it's fun t hang out w bestie .
THEN I GOT DAMN PISSED OFF .
aft macs , we left . and i decided t sit 174 . cause i
assumed it wld be fast . we left at abt 645 . so the sky was still
white .
& i waited for the bus till the sky turned
light blue . and then t
dark blue . and then t
darker blue . and then t
black . WTH LA . I WAS SO DAMN ANGRY . WHATS WITH THE BUS SERVICES .
SHIT LIKE SHIT !
the bus took
DAMMMMMMMMMN long t come . and i was sooooo angry . i kept shaking my legs t show my impatience . shook it for abt 30 mins but the bus was still not here . the ah mah standing beside me cld sense my frustration i think . she kept moving away from me . i wanted t tell ah mah not t worry . im just agitated cause of the bus & i wont punch her . but i think it'd freak her out even more .
then this 182 bus passed by . wah theres this damn mean person . used the bus map thing t cover the 2 of 182 . the person must think that singaporeans are idiots . we still know it's 182 . & i think it's damn inconsiderate of the person . i wld have found it funny if i wasnt so angry . but i was damn angry , so i got irritated .
&&&&&&&& aft waiting for 45 mins , i still see no 174 . if i sat the mrt , it'd have been MUCH faster . wth . && there were some buses on 'off service' . WTH OKAYYYYYY . i wish the bus services wld improve !
tsk ! aft waiting for abt an hour , the damn bus came . one 174 : four 255 : two 181: one million 243 . thats the damn ratio . SERIOUSLY ....... ! SIGH !
i wasted the most precious hour tday ):
&&&& THE 174 WAS A SINGLE DECK . i feel sooo bad for those pple standing at the back of the queue . after waiting for a DAMN LONG TIME , a stupid single deck came .
&& the bus was sooo squeezy . i was afraid i cldnt get out .
im just feeling sooo upset tday . i hope i can be happier tmr ):
sorry for expressing my utmost unpleasure here . BUT IM BEING HONEST !
keep bleeding , keep keep bleeding love
won't you keep my secret for me? 14.1.08
