Tuesday, January 1, 2008
happy new year (: 2008 is here :Dit isnt like im welcoming 2008 or anything . im kinda dreading it actually . but what t do? time is something that passes by without notifying you. pae doesnt seem too long ago but in a few months , 2007 is over. how i wish i was a j1 again. theres A levels t face this year. thats why im dreading it like hell.
I HATE MAJOR EXAMS .didnt go for any countdowns . dont like crowds . i get
suffocated easily in them. they
deprive me of my oxygen & i cant breathe. so apparently, i hate crowds
a lot . spent my night lying on my bed t wait till
2008 comes along. im really kinda
dreading it.and theres sucky school tomorrow. honestly,
I HATE SCHOOL like crazy . i think schooling is shit but everyone has t study . so let's just face it and be muggers till A's is gone .
(: at least i have my friends t look forward to.
and i wldnt be as broke as i wld be during the holidays . we still have
pocket money so we must be grateful for that . (:
my dad went overseas and i didnt know . oh and at
2am in the morning , SOME IDIOT CALLED MY HOUSE. i didnt wake up duh . but my grandfather started shouting for me t pick up the phone . i was light-headed like shit , feels like some dream . definitely not my call. my friends call my handphone and they know what inconvenience is .
ah shit , im so dreading school !! shiiiiiiiiiit . SHIT ! I BLARDY HELL HATE SCHOOL LAH DAMN .
I WANT TO STAY HOME AND ROT . I LOVE HOLIDAYS .
painting the house . another damn tiring thing.
oh and theres the new year resolutions . i told xy i wld put it up .
NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS1. be a good girl .
2. strengthen my faith
3. study harder .
4. stop day-dreaming and wishing for the impossible.
5. be a better friend.
6. dont take my studies too lightly.
7. get better grades .
8. do less shopping.
9. put in more effort t save this earth.
10. try to live my life the way God wants.
11. dont complain .
12. appreciate everything i have .
13. save money
14. be a better person all in all
what goes around , comes around .
won't you keep my secret for me? 1.1.08