Saturday, January 5, 2008
everything seem to be such a joke back then .
then everything backfired.
and i feel like i'm screwed .
feel damn bad , to the core , t the core ! ):
thought i cld sleep my guilt off last night .
woke up w a bad headache . && a twist in my stomach .
didnt even have the appetite t eat breakfast ,
although i was damnnnn hungry !
and i even thought he wldnt find out .
stupid me .
OMYYYYYGOOOOOOOODNESSGRACIOUS .
2008 is some promising year huh .
but now , i think im just scraping through this whole period .
scrapping through , just scraping through .
SIANNNNNNNNNNN . i dont know what im saying / doing HALF OF THE TIME .
and by the time i look back , i regret .
hanif said dont regret , just clear up the mess .
YEAH , MAKES SENSE . but the mess , OMYGGGGOOODNESS .
turn back time pls turn back time .
i will take back everything that was mine .
my words , my speech , my actions and shit talk ,
pls pls pls forget it all ! ):
NOW IM GUILTY - CONSCIOUS .
&&&&& HORRIFIEDLY G-U-I-L-T S-T-R-I-C-K-E-N .
even that sleep didnt do me any good . UGH
won't you keep my secret for me? 5.1.08
