Monday, December 31, 2007
i'm feeling damn sad .
i know i told xy i wldnt blog in the morning cause she told me t blog my new year's resolutions . but aft i read sheila loh's blog, i realised i have t blog abt it. cause , im damn sad?!
i really hate t see that sheila loh sad. cause in 4f, shes always chirpy and jumping around . with renjie and nilawan. and now, when i read her blog, shes like all emo and sad. things are really different now and i somehow wish that we can all return back t the past when everyone was so happy with their lives . now, it's like everythings so wrong. the truth is hidden behind a facade of smiles. why are we being so happy when we are all aching inside ? i think theres really no need to hide.
i miss those girls. i really do. it's like everythings so easy when it comes to 4f. we hang out. we dont even need pairs , cause we just go with whoever cause we're comfotable with everyone. but now, all of us are separated. and things are really NOT THE SAME .
we cry, we laugh. we share the woes and feel the pain. together. but now? why isit that sheila's feeling so sad? it really didnt use to be like this.
even outings are so damn hard t organise . take xf's party as an example . what is 4/12 people?! thats 1/3 ! i hope we can still hang out together .
it may seem like i dont care. but i really do. i try t make it for all the outings that we have . i look at our photos every now and then . i rmb all those times when i childishly splash water on all of you . i reminise on those times when i splash water into the cubicles and made you guys scream at me . i miss those times when we played hide and seek . i yearn for more canteen recesses when we rush t go for a maths lessons .
and for pe , we run . we ran as hard as we can . we wait for each other . all of us and more . what have we become ? skl lives that used t be led by 13 pple (2006) are now led by only one individualistic person (2007) .
i think we should all make an effort to make 4f an eternity kind of thing.
You're in my arms
And all the world is gone
The music playing on
For only two
So close togehter
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye
And never knew
So close was waiting
Waiting here with you
And now, forever, I know
All that I want is to hold you
So close
So close to reaching
That famous happy and
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Now you're beside me
And look how far we've come
So far
We are
So close...
Oh, how could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close to reaching
That famous hapyp end
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Let's go on dreaming
Though we know we are
So close
So close, and still
So far...-------------------------------------------------
i went t singpost tday . t shop for clothes with my mom & sis . i went t meet my mom earlier cause my sis has tuition .
another damn stupid encounter on the train . SERIOUSLY . i hate sitting trains sometimes. theres no seats pls! i stood all the way from bukit batok t jurong and from jurong t PAYA LEBAR ! damn sad legs .
at clementi , 3 pple came in . AND THEY STOOD AROUND ME . and started talking . makes me feel like i am one of them . i wanted t say, pls go away . but i think it's better not t be rude.
and i met my mom and we ate lunch . and started having womens talk . so funny t eat lunch with her .
shopped for her clothes first. damn long lah . i cant stand shopping sometimes . damn tiring and burdensome for my legs. like they are being suffocated or something . poor legs.
my sis came soon aft . i STOOD all the way back from paya lebar t my house . MY DEAR LEGS , IM SO DAMN SORRY . actually there're seats but i see many quite-old-women standing around . so i let them have those seats. BUT ONE THING I DONT UNDERSTAND . im MOST WILLING t let them sit , but why run to the seats man . like i will grab it away from them . tsk !
highlight of the day would be 2 hot caucasians standing behind me . saw them through the reflection. they look SO hot . i think thats how u differentiate locals from ang mohs.
joke my sis thought of : why is red riding hood flat-chested ?
cause the wolf ate up her grandmother (nai-nai)
:D:D:D:D
won't you keep my secret for me? 31.12.07
